I can't do anymore blogging in my office.
There's something wrong with the Internet.
So, now I'm at home, blogging and waiting for my turn to bath.

Went to Vivo just now with Ad.
For dinner and coffee.
Had Marche for dinner (which has very few choices)
And we had coffee at Pacific Coffee Company.
Then we went to collect the GV movie club pass.
Heehee.. Apparently, the card has the shape of popcorn tub.
So, it's kinda cute.
If you're interested, log on to GV website.
Attractive benefits and free membership!

And, I got a job interview tomorrow.
It's near to Ad's house.
So, wish me good luck then.
I found this job myself on Jobstreet.
This job is what I always want.
And they are keen to meet me.
So, I hope I can get the job. :)

Everyone says my pay is damn low.
Well, I have to agree with that.
Now, I'm wondering, how come I accept the job offer at that time.
As my expected salary is $1,400.
I feel cheated.

*Yawns*
Alrighty then.
I'm tired and sticky.
So, I gotta bath, talk to Ad then sleep.

Have a good night.
Thanks for reading.

Ciao
Jo

Hm.. I think there is something wrong with my blog.
The 3 blog entries are not meant to be together.
I wrote in on seperate days.
Oh well, never mind.

Okay, lemme tell you what we did over this weekend.

Friday
Took a half day leave and went to accompany Ad in his office.
Had sushi for lunch.
After work, we went to watch Resident Evil : Extinction with Mark and Mango.
A good movie, I can say. :)

Saturday
Ad got to work on weekend.
So I went to accompany him.
We had dota, Halo and other games.
Had free lunch and dinner (catered by the clients)
After work, we went to NYDC for a late dinner.
Then we headed home.

Sunday
Ad was working again.
I went to accompany him.
We had dota but I fell asleep after that.. Heehee.
Thank God there was a couch there. :)
Had dinner at Bugis's Mac.
Then Ad and I headed back to my house.
He wanted to see Kyle.

Well, we had sorta boring weekend.
But somehow or rather, it bonds us together even more.
Although we miss quite alot of activities such as cutting our hairs and going to the zoo.
He was trying to make it up for me yesterday night.
But I was too tired to appreciate it.
But I have to thank him for his hard work.
And I am going to get him a self protrait of himself.
It will be ready in 2 weeks time.
So, I can give it to him on our anniversary.

Thanks darling for your hard work and love.
Love you.

Jo

Testing testing one two three!!!

okay.. my office's internet is cocked up. nothing wrong with my blog. damn.

Jo

I've found the reason for me, to change what I've used to be.
The reason to start all over new, and the reason is you.
I am sorry that I hurt you, I've never meant to do all these things to you.
And I just want you to know.

I went online to search for formats of resignation letter.
I am signing off for my current job in 2 days' time.
I feel so jitter that I don't know what to do that day.
I think I have to explain why I'm quitting.
Or, maybe she can sense someone is quitting.
And I just got myself an interview at a new company which offers me much higher pay than the rest and this current one.
And, the job consists of sales coordinator and PA.
Initially, they offer me the sales coordinator position.
But, i received a call yesterday that the job scope has changed and 20% of it (I suppose) is being a PA to one of the managers.
Okay, this job sounds exciting to me.. as I've experiences for these 2 positions.
And I told the agent to increase the pay for me since it is a job consists of 2 positions.

But then, here comes the hiccups.
Yesterday, they called and asked me to go down for an interview today.
But I told them,' I got work to do.'
And I asked them if I could meet them after 6.
I know its late, but at least I make an effort to go there.
Till now, I received no call from them.
When I called, they said they are still waiting for feedback from the company.
If the company is so urgent to pick someone, then I suppose the company won't drag so long to give a reply.
And on my CV, I state that I need to serve a one month notice.
So, I dont think the company will still consider me for that.
I think there is a problem with the agent.
He is from the agency which I hate and distrust.
But, most of the jobs with high pay are on their hands.
So, I have no choice but to go there.
But thank God, I received many job opportunites from many agents.
And this Friday, I am gonna meet one of them for an interview.
Hopefully hope I can get a job by 25th Nov or preferably end of this month.

Alright. I gotta go back to my boring job.
Will update.

Ciao
Jo

Heex. I took this picture while I was in TCC with Bernard, Ryan and Adrian.
But I still prefer the pictures that I took for the 3 musketeers.
The pictures turn out to be funny and amusing....
So now, you know....
When 3 women are together, they form a market.
When 3 men are together, they form a parody.
Ask Ad to show you the pictures when you see him..
It sure cheers your day up. :)

Jo

Went to watch 'Shoot em up' with Ad.
It was a good movie esp. Clive Owen.
We loved the movie.
Kept us sitting at the edges of our seats.

And from what I observe, only 3 things are consistently shown on the movie.
Now the 3 things are as follows,

First, we have the carrot.
Clive owen eat this before he gets into action,use this to fire guns or even kill people.


Second, we have the gun.
This is used commonly by the characters in the movie.
All sorts of brands, designs and features.
I love the one that the baddie is holding.
You can only fire the gun when the thumbprint matches.. Cool right.


Last but not least, dead people.... Many Many dead people.. Thanks to Clive Owen.

So, you will think,' okay..... so? I dont get what you're talking about.'

And I should summarize what I meant ...
In the movie, Clive Owen likes to eat carrot. Before he gets into any action, he will bite off a part of the carrot. Or... he will use the carrot to fire his gun when his fingers are all broken by the baddie.. OR he just simple use it as a fatal weapon.

And he always bring a gun with him.. as he is pursued by the baddie and his men..

And last but not least, the dead men.. well, do i still need to explain?

Go and watch the movie before its over. :)

'You know what I hate the most - people who dont leave comment.'

Jo

You know, you can never get the best of two worlds.
And you will always find yourself torn apart between humanity and decisions.
No decision is kind to humans and their feelings.

Right now, I'm experiencing the symptoms of 'throwing my resignation letter'.
It includes feeling vexed, lost, upset and even confused.
Sigh. I really don't know what to do.
On one hand, my beloved boss just confirmed me.
On the other hand, I want to get a better paying job.
Worst of all, the devil and angel are actually giving me different opinions.
Can someone advise me?
I have already sent out my resume (which is no turning back)
But I don't know when or how should I throw my letter.
I mean, my boss just confirmed me and there i go, saying bye bye after a month.

I spent a few moment to evaluate whether I should stay or go.
And my verdict is that this job really doesn't suit me.
But something is just pulling me back.
And I can't find words to express it.

Moreover, I am going to study for my diploma next year.
And I need to save up at least 2000 bucks for it.
With my pay now, I think I've gotten myself a long way to go.
And the jobs which I'm applying for now offers higher pays.
Damn. I'm crossing my fingers that they will pick me.
Or else, I can't study for my course.

Sometimes I wonder, what would my life be if I didn't tear away the ITE letter?
I guess I will be studying my diploma course now.
Well, I know, there is no turning back now.
What done has been done.
But a blessing in disguise, I had knowledge which other adolescents don't get to have.
Maybe everything has its own advantages and disadvantages.
Its just about how we look at them.

P.S: I have to thank William and Joan for helping me to look for job opportunies. You guys are great. Love you guys. :)

Jo

Today is the substitute holiday of Hari Raya.
So I'm staying at home.....
And Ad is jealous.
Darling, we will meet tonight, alright?

Watched a documentary called 'Jonestown - Paradise Lost'
It was showing on The Discovery Channel for 2 hours.
Its about a pastor named Jim Jones who created a cult called 'Peopletown'.
Shifting his followers into a remote place and a build a new community, promising the followers a 'Paradise'.
His motive - is to get everyone to die with him.
But many months later, the congressman, accompanied with the assistant, few journalists, photographers and the concerned relatives of the followers went to Jonestown.
They managed to get some of the followers out.
And Jim Jones saw this as a threat and sent assailants to kill all of them.
Only 2 followers and a journalist and Jim Jones's son Stephen Jones survived.
The rest, sad as to say, were all gunned down.
Everything was taken down by the journalist.
Then he poisoned the community, leaving 908 member of the Peopletown killed.
Out of 908 victims, 300 were children.
As for Jim Jones, he killed himself with a bullet to his head.
Till today, Stephen Jones manage to relive what happened on that fateful day.
The pain, regret and guilt were shown when they were talking about it.
And I remember a phrase written on the board. I guess it was from Jim Jones.

'Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat.'

And I agree with what he said.
But I dont agree with his demonic actions.
Which ended so many people's lives.
And dirtied God's name.
Let God and Hell judge him and his so called followers.

Jo.

Another Friday...
Tonight, I will be going to Geylang Serai market to see the goods there for last time.
As tomorrow is Hari Raya!!!

I hereby wish all Malays a Happy Hari Raya!

Hmm.. thinking about changing job recently.
I am kinda tired of my job.
I am thinking of trying Customer Service related job.
It actually pays more..
Especially at this period when people dont wish to leave their current jobs ,
waiting for their bonuses to come.
Well, mine is just a pro-rata bonus.
So it doesnt make much difference.

So guys, if you have any lobangs, please tell me!!

Feeling so tired....
I wish this day pass as fast as possible.

Now my brain juices are out.
So I gotta end..

Ciao
Jo

Today is Wednesday!
That's pretty fast for this week.
2 more days and I'm off to my weekend.

But now, Ad is fuming mad.
Because of his stupid and ignorant sales colleagues.
Haha.. the people over there deserve some scolding.
Because they dont know how to work.
Especially you are in a sales line.
Where you 'control' the life and death of the company and its reputation.
So good luck to the sales staffs as Ad is not an easy person to trifle with.
I think Ad is setting off to scold the sales Asst. Manager a.k.a THE GAY.
He hates the gay to the core.

Enough of the losers in Ad's company.

Tonight.... I am going to have steamboat!!
Yum yum... I hope my stomach can take it.
Ever since that incident, my stomach cannot take coconut or too spicy stuffs.
Or else, I'll suffer.
I am going to have tom yum.. Their tom yum is gooooood.
That I always eat it with maggie mee and hotdogs.
Muahahahaha...
I am so gonna enjoy later.

And finally, my office's air con is back to normal.
IT SURVIVE!
For a moment I thought we need to change the air con.
But now, I can feel the cold breeze that I miss for 2 days.
Heehee.. for the past 2 days, I feel like I'm working in an oven or something.
Its freaking hot.
Woohoo~

Now, I feel like I'm starting a brand new life.
A life that I always wanted.
And I hope that it will stay as long as I want.
I thank God sincerely and gratefully for that.

Jo

7 more days to our 9th month anniversary.
Time really flies.
Never really expect we can go this far.
Till now, I'm still memorizing the first time we got together.
Its not like we are getting colder to each other.
Its just that the first time is always the sweetest. :)

I just want to say,

Ad, Thanks for all the hard work you have given.
And I really appreciate it.
Never really expect that I can go so far with you.
Nevertheless, I wish that we have many months ahead of us.
I really hope we can stay together, not forever, but till we grow old.
You never fail to bring me a smile when my day is gloomy.
You are always there for me, no matter what.
And I know you're a trustworthy boyfriend that I can count on.
I know, my words and actions have hurt you sometimes.
But at the end of the day, you always open your arms and forgive me.
That makes you so attractive and understanding.
I am proud to have you in my life, Ad.
And I wish this will never stop.
Ad, I love you with all my heart.
And thanks for everything you have done and given.

Jo

Sorry guys for changing my blog skins constantly.
I really like the previous one.
But they took away the main picture.
So I have to get a new one.
Well, I think this one is not bad too.
But its a little kiddish thou.

I had a nice and peaceful weekend compared to the weekdays I had.
Which almost tear me apart.
Maybe sometimes things will not happen as you wish.
But we have to stand up strong and learn to accept the downs in our lives.
Sigh.. Heard a quite piece of sad news today.
But its all up to the person now.
We cant do much.
Hope she realises it before its too late.

Okay, I am gonna summarize what I did this weekend.

Saturday:
I went to Orchard with Ad for lunch.
Walk around Orchard.
Then we head down to bugis.
To buy his stuffs and my nail colour. heehee.
Now I realise I cant live without medicure and pedicure.
Heehee.. I did it myself for the first time.. :)
Then I went to his house, slept for awhile, then woke up to have dinner.

Sunday:
Woke at 9am.
Went to east coast to have breakfast and some cycling.
I met my godbrother with his wife and 3 dogs at the SPCA's animal day.
There were so many dogs to see and play with.
Haha.. its a fun day for Ad and I.
Then we went for some cycling.
For the first time in our lives, we rode a double bike.
And I dont need to make too much effort too!!
Heehee.. Because Ad took the front and he is the 'boss' of the bike.
After that, our bums swell and we are tired and sweaty.
Then we went to SPCA to look at the animals there.
And we spent 2 hours there to play with them.
And I really pray to God that they have a home asap to avoid being put to sleep.
Ad now wants to be a part of SPCA as a volunteer.
Well, I will definitely go along with him.
Because we are animal-lovers.
Then we went back to his house to rest and had dinner.
We had a fun day.

Well, I just wanna say, 'Take care people.'

Jo

Well, I've never really cherished my life or the people around me.
I dont do any suicides or commit any crimes.
I just take things for granted.
Till.. I know a secret.
A secret which taught me to cherish the people and my life more than ever.

I guess, this is really my last chance.
So, I need to do some wild things that I always want to do before I die.
I dont want to leave with regrets.
No worries, I am not going to die yet.
I just want to leave wonderful memories before I go.
You know, so that your descendents will know your good and bad.
Haha, I think too much yea.

Met up with Christie and his fmaily last night.
We went to pass Aden, his son, hammies (hamsters)
Sat down to have some drinks before heading home.
Aden was so thrilled and happy when he saw the hamsters.
And I then realise it is all worth it.
Seeing a kid's smile and laughter is more than anything.
I have great time with the 2 little kids - Aden and Alissa.
They are such wonderful angels.
And Ad loves them to bits esp. Alissa.
I bet Aden is still quite excited about the hammies.

Oh well, guess Ad and I are sort of ready for a family life.
Soon, my dear. Patience.

Jo

FACEBOOK is fun~~
So many things to do and so many activities to join.
Hahaha.. it looks like a mini community.
Which connects all of us together.
If you're interested , you can go to www.facebook.com
I am sure you will be addicted in no time.

Time flies. Today is already Thursday.
2 more months and we are stepping into a new year.
And I'll be 20!!!
What a number.
I will definitely miss my teenage years.
But I'll get my key of freedom soon.
Then I can spend many nights with Ad. :)

I feel so bad that I couldnt spend a night with him yesterday.
I know you're scared and lonely.
How I wish I can stay by your side.

Sigh. How I wish my family doesnt control me as much as now.
Love you darling.

Alright. Take care guys.
Now the weather is hot, please drink more water.

Ciao
Jo.

Sadness lingers today.
Or maybe I'm just too tired.
Dont know.

Thinking about what Ad said last night,
I feel guilty.
I cause him so much trouble for his work.
Sigh.
Sorry Ad.

Sometimes, I just want to give up.
But something is stopping me.
It seems like we are holding onto something.
And yet, we know what it is.
I always think that you are the man for me.
Deep down in my heart, I hope I am right this time.

To be frank,I give too many chances to love.
And this shall be my last chance.
Should it fail me again, oh well, so be it.
Nothing is perfect in this world.

I guess, all these are just what we always say -'ups and downs of a relationship'.

We are playing with fire everyday.
We are challenging our minds and physical everyday.

But at the end of the day, we will feel either the pain or the happiness.

Ha.Thats life yea.

I surrender.

Jo

On Sunday:
We brought kyle to the groomer which is located at Telok Kurau.
Then we went to east coast park.
Bought him that cute micky mouse shirt....
So everyone had their attention on Kyle and Ad.
Recently, Ad has just become a blonde.
So he attracted many girls' attention.
I wonder the girls are attracted to his cute look after blonding or just his hair is too blonde.
Haha..for me to find out, for you to guess.



Jo

Apologies by Timbaland feat. One Republic

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heavens not the thing for you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...