Sadness lingers today.
Or maybe I'm just too tired.
Dont know.
Thinking about what Ad said last night,
I feel guilty.
I cause him so much trouble for his work.
Sigh.
Sorry Ad.
Sometimes, I just want to give up.
But something is stopping me.
It seems like we are holding onto something.
And yet, we know what it is.
I always think that you are the man for me.
Deep down in my heart, I hope I am right this time.
To be frank,I give too many chances to love.
And this shall be my last chance.
Should it fail me again, oh well, so be it.
Nothing is perfect in this world.
I guess, all these are just what we always say -'ups and downs of a relationship'.
We are playing with fire everyday.
We are challenging our minds and physical everyday.
But at the end of the day, we will feel either the pain or the happiness.
Ha.Thats life yea.
I surrender.
Jo
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
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