Why do I seem to be enthusiastic about it when he seems to be not interested. Sigh..
I really don't know if we should go with the plan cos everything is not in place yet and we are not prepared (as in our pockets). Sigh.
Mind you all, this will be quite a depressing entry. So if you have weak hearts, depression, suicidal thoughts or whatsoever, please do not read. (DISCLAIMER: The Management will not be responsible for any deaths or injuries incurred during the process of reading.)
I often wonder why do we have to consistently be worried and planning our lives? Are our lives that unpredictable and fragile? Maybe it is, I won't know. But there's one thing I'm sure of - I'm absolutely sick of doing all these planning and worrying. I really want to give up on planning and thinking of what to do next. I just want to live day-by-day without worrying anything while doing my part. You can call me selfish etc.. but why should I bother so much while others are not giving a damn about it.
Please excuse me while I'm being too emo. Perhaps I'm tired of what I have been doing for all these times. Sigh.
All I can say to myself is kumbateh (means stays on in english - i suppose?)
Joreen
Today is a rainy day.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Headache
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