hope you guys like it.
Actually, there is one at the side but its kinda big for the column.
So i resize.

Jo

Nickleback - Faraway

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Tonight, I 'm going for my friend's wedding dinner.
I'm so excited to see her.
She will be the prettiest bride today.
Heehee..

And one more thing, sue!
I have just tagged you. ;)

Hey peeps, hope you like my latest blog skin.

I am so tired.

Later I am going to do medicure and pedicure to ligthen my mood.
And for my friend's wedding tomorrow.

Hope you enjoy your stay here.

Ciao.
Jo

If you were here, you will tell me what to do.

All of a sudden, I miss him dearly again.
He is like an advisor and a big brother to me.
He is always there when I need a listening ear and a piece of advice.

We always talk, chat and play like real siblings.
And he is Ad's best friend.
But now, he is gone.

I guess I cant find him anymore.
I always think back on the time we spend together.
The times we make fun of each other or sharing woes.

Thinking back, it hurts me alot.
Till I can cry and choke on my own tears.

He is like an angel, taking care of me all the time.

Sigh.. I really miss him alot.
Many words to say but I am lost.

I remember the times we share, J.

I hope you can come back.
Ad and I miss you alot.

Everytime when Ad sees your pictures, he will break down.
And that includes me too.

I dont know if you will read this.
But I am sure, you can feel the call from us.

Right now, my tears just cant stop flowing.
I bet if Ad reads this, he will be the same like me.

Sorry, but we truly miss you.
From the bottom of our hearts.

Jo.

Monday is here.
I hate mondays.....
So blue, so tired, so bored and so monday.

I am going to watch 'Underdog' tonight.
Hope the show doesnt disappoint me.

Well, yesterday I had accompanied Ad to shop for his furniture.
Currently, he is grooming his room.
Changing this and that.
So we bought a new bed frame and mattress.
And we are expecting it on Thursday.
Its pretty cheap if you ask me...
But I just dont like the bed frame, but its all up to him.
And we saw many pretty wardrobes and study tables too
Well, at another furniture store apparently.
I am actually hunting for a new cupboard too...
But tonight we are going to carrefour and look for wardrobes.
As my mum said that carrefour sells cheap furnitures...
And they are quite lasting.
Taking my sofa as an example... :)

Omg. I am so tired now till i feel nauseus.
I have always been like this.

And that bitch called me again.
Asking me to go back and work for her.
I bet her new girl has left.
Well, judging from the way she works,
she wont have anyone work longer than 3 months.
I am considered her long term worker.
And she even asks me to take half day leave to see her today!
So ridiculous. Who does she think she is?
Even my mum wont want me to do that.
I think there is something wrong with her mind.
She insists on me meeting her.
But who cares,
I am happy with my job now.

And I am changing my number soon.
So I wont have to face her and her crap.

Sigh.. gotta go back and work.

Ciao
Jo

Today is Friday!!
Woohoo~ Finally! I get to rest.
Although I have not been working much these 2 weeks,
(have been on MC and Leave) I am still quite tired.
Well, playing my PSP contributes to the tireness I'm experiencing now.
Even my collegues said I look tired today.

I think I need a good rest after going home tonight.

Recently, I've been eating lots of mooncakes.
Including my workplace and home.
Mostly workplace thou.
It haunts me, thats for sure.

I call it the 'mooncake monster.'
I see many many mooncakes.. delivering to my workplace.
And everytime, I cross my fingers and pray hard it is not for us.

But yesterday, I ate a different mooncake.
It has a little thin piece of gold on top of the crispy mooncake.
Bling bling yea.
My godbrother actually bought that for my family.
It has a crispy skin instead of the traditional skin or the coloured ones.
It has macadamia nuts inside (which Ad loves it)
and it has a egg yolk inside (not half but whole)
So its kinda delicious.

But as I was eating, a thought came to my mind ..
'Will my shit has gold if i were to eat the thin piece of gold'.
Well, this question will remain unanswered as I didnt explore the aftermath.

Oh! Oh!
By the way, to all the girls out there,
Please please please introduce me to where can I buy good and cheap jeans/pants.
I seriously need them...
I have many tops (which my mum has been emphasising)
I dont have much bottoms..
So i intend to invest my pay into the bottoms for these few months...
So, peeps, please gimme information on where to buy.
I was thinking of bugis street thou.
And,as a proud buyer, a pair of black skinny jeans has been included into my collection.
Just yesterday, was on a spree for jeans.. and i found that...

Oh well, I've beem kinda talkative today.
So I had better sign off.

Take care and ciao.
Jo

I am being confirmed by my boss yesterday.
What a relief.
Well, I feel upset today.
For no apparent reason.
Maybe the mood just sets in by itself.

Guess I'll be fine after lunch.

Take care y'all.

Ciao
Joreen

Sorry for my absence.
Even the lazy ones are out to update their blogs.

Well, I have been real sick for these past few days.
My weight dropped (kind of).
And I lost quite an appetite.
Unable to think properly these few days.
And i always think that my head is gonna explode sooner or later.

So yea, hopefully hope, I am fine for my genting trip tomorrow.
So, watch this space for our photos taken at the Genting.

Oh, and I'm so addicted to 100 Plus ever since I fell ill and thus dehydrated.
To me, it tastes so good. But to you guys, it might be just an isotonic drink.
I think I had better stop it.
Or else, I will have to suffer next time.

As usual, I am now at work.
Nothing to do. So here I'm, blogging my feelings and my current status.
Well, this week is good to me.
As I have 2 days Mc and 1 day leave,
So I only get to work for 2 days!
Well, thank the lord up there, my boss is quite understanding.
Next monday is my off day too.
So my pay will be kinda little this month too
As all these are unpaid!!!
I am not being confirmed you see.
Hopefully hope by end of this month.
Somehow or rather, I wish that this company need no prohbation period.
As I have this 'cant pass through prohbation period safely' curse with me.
Its not that I am a bad worker.
Its just that something bad just like to cork up before the period is over.
So now, I have to cross my fingers and pray to God.

Well, even if I lose this job, I can always get another one.
Anyway, this job is not my cup of tea.
Gotta go.

Ciao
Jo

Sorry. I have to say this is gonna be a sad entry.
Because these few days' happenings have caused me a huge breakdown.
I am so tired. Not physically but emotionally.

I keep reminiscing the days we had when we are just together.
Its still fresh, new and young.
We has lots of fun and little argument.
I know.
'Honeymoon' period is just the first few months.
But, for our case, it lasted for half a year.
I was baked in happiness and hoping to see you everyday.
And I thought you are the one for me.

Now, we are on the rocky side.
We fight or argue.
Going out with you seems to be tiring.
Afraid to hurt you with my words or actions.
As I'll feel guilty.

Now I know, nothing lasts forever in this world.
So is love.

Sigh. I think I cant find back what we used to have.

I still love you. But, if you realise..
We're starting to drift apart.

Adrian, I know you'll feel terrible after reading this.
But I have to say it.

The problem is, Do you still love me?

What is love by the way?
Love is supposed to bring joy and happiness into my life.
But it is not.

I dont want to find fault with you.
I dont want to argue with you.
But if you want to leave me, I'll understand.
Because when we are together, you talk lesser.
Something seems to be on your mind.
All the time.

I know I'm not as good as the girls outside.
They are cuter, gentler, nicer and more feminine.
I wish I'm like them.
But I'm not good enough.
Not good enough for anyone.

I see that coming, Adrian.
Its time we talk.
Or else, we are over.
Lemme assure you that.

Jo