If you were here, you will tell me what to do.

All of a sudden, I miss him dearly again.
He is like an advisor and a big brother to me.
He is always there when I need a listening ear and a piece of advice.

We always talk, chat and play like real siblings.
And he is Ad's best friend.
But now, he is gone.

I guess I cant find him anymore.
I always think back on the time we spend together.
The times we make fun of each other or sharing woes.

Thinking back, it hurts me alot.
Till I can cry and choke on my own tears.

He is like an angel, taking care of me all the time.

Sigh.. I really miss him alot.
Many words to say but I am lost.

I remember the times we share, J.

I hope you can come back.
Ad and I miss you alot.

Everytime when Ad sees your pictures, he will break down.
And that includes me too.

I dont know if you will read this.
But I am sure, you can feel the call from us.

Right now, my tears just cant stop flowing.
I bet if Ad reads this, he will be the same like me.

Sorry, but we truly miss you.
From the bottom of our hearts.

Jo.